officially starting my first day of holi today. but it will be a busy month! back to sch during holidays, extra lessons, cca, and preparing for mid-yr exams, counting down.. less than a month! tml, ht and jel will be leaving for korea. me struck in singapore. ): but i will be waiting for my presents. haha. and sarina wil be going to japan too.


ADEL AND PEISHAN: poor us, we will rot in singapore then. haha!


PICTURES!


girls!


cat,sawina


((:


Sorry gals, the uploading is very very slow! i send you all the other photos another day. (:
Going out now (:

monday was a really GREAT day! we seven girls gathered at cat's condo for the last time, tan tan tan, chat chat chat, gossip gossip gossip, by the pool. haha. and cat's mum was so nice, she prepared food for us. [thanks cat's mum! :D] took lots lots lots of pictures. stupid, crazy, sweet pictures. i shall post it up when i get the photos. ((:

we had a good time together. (:

time to do some HW! history!

and the WEATHER IS VERY VERY HOT! lol. so random. xp


sarina! photos PLEASE! :DD

PEOPLE!!

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please do your part to help them. ((:

ytd was school's sports day cum GP exam. my GP standard as usual, i am lucky if i get a border line fail. lol.

den after GP paper, we girls went to holland V. (: adel was our 'tour guide' for the day. haha. after an hour plus, empty handed and nowhere else to go, we went to starbucks. and sarina was there taking lots of random and un-glam photos of us. thanks huh sarina. :D

after that headed back to sch, sports day. the sun was so glaring la! eight plus it ended after which went for dinner. and home sweet home. reached home at eleven plus. super sticky and tired.



slacker's feets XD


drinkDRINKSdrink


(:

its only tue and we are all getting tired and restless during lesson time. even ht slept during poa lecture. XD we need to stay awake with sweets.

this fri starting our first mid-yr paper:: GP! :zz in the evening back to school for sports day.

starting with my maths hw now. i still don get what the topic is talking about. well I AM SLOW! and i shall try to understand it slowly. lol! :D

GOOD NIGHTS PEOPLE! (:



cen: even if you don write your name, i also know who is it. haha. you study hard too! (: you haven update me with something yet! XD

today was a happy day. (: spent a day with the girls, ht, cat, sarina, adel and friend. we went to eat, shop and chat! long time since we last went out together. bought some stuffs today. it had being mths since i last update my closet. (: and we took many many pics. haha. after which ht, adel and friend went for cca. left me, cat and sarina so we went subway for a chit-chat session. girls talk. ;D den home sweet home. and i got back all my DVDs and dramas from mum's friend. ((:

its cat's last day today! *misses*


<3!


*sarina: HA.HA.HA! XP

to adel, cat, angel, mic and esther::

THANKS ALOT GIRLS! <3

yea i will get over with it pretty soon. but some time is needed. because almost everyday there is sure to be something to quarrel about and i seriously don know why.

maybe its all my fault.

but no worries, i will be back to normal soon! (: have being emo-ing for too long.





ht:: sorry i cant go korea with you this year, but next year i will. (: will start saving from now, promise.

two 'what if' questions came to my mind this afternoon. what if i cant get promoted this year? what if i got retained? my school work this year is getting worst. i dont understand my lectures, i dont understand the lessons. and i do hw for the sake of doing. my best subjects getting weak, weak subjects getting worst. i dont know what happened to me this year, i have being slacking since year start. everyday when i reach home, i will be restless and tired and have no mood to do anything. and my mum randomly told me this on thur: if this year i dont get promoted, i dont even need to think of going to poly or having private studies. just go straight to work. is this meant to motivate me?

addtional problem

i have two parents who totally do not understand thier 18 going 19 years old daughter. i just dont understand why must they control my life? cant i have my freedom? i'm no longer the young innocent girl who dont know her dos and donts, rights and wrongs. i HATE this kind of controlled life. somedays, i even have the urge not to go home. cos nagging will start once i reached home. cant she sense that i am already very tired after studying the whole day?! and i dont know why is there a need to nag on everything. sometimes in order to reach home later, i either take the bus with the longer route, or take the bus and let it go in circles around my estate. i know its kind of retard to do this, but what else can i do?

i really hate my life at the moment.